ride off

[oldyam80sg]

Did you ever take one of those rides-to clear your head?I thought about the things i have been going through the past month-went out with a woman who wanted to settle down and have a serious relationship with but never got off the ground-seriously started looking at everything and thought about ending it all but took a ride today to help clear out the cobwebs building inside.Had a part time job also that ended because some medical and personal problems arose so contemplated life as i know it and rode today, but will do so again and again to contemplate life and my existence in it and will decide if i really need to be in this world.

[Rasputin]

Been there done that and will be here tomorrow to do it again. No explaining needed but for every door that closes another one opens!

[oldyam80sg]

thanks-depression so far has made me not want to eat-stomach upset,and shaking-ride calmed me down but losing hope!

[Bigfoot]

Dude, seriously find someone that you can go talk to. A ride always helps but doesn't sound like it did the trick.

[Montreux_Blue]

Life is a crap shoot but you just gotta remember that there are others that have been through far worse and somehow managed to hang around.

[oldyam80sg]

will get through this but it's taking it's toll on me as I'm getting older-does not get any easier.

[joceiphus]

Comrade,
No woman is worth ending it all.

[oldyam80sg]

I know but other s--t as well.

[Rasputin]

Do anything that takes your mind off stuff for even a while. Volunteering , physical excercise, you name it will help and all the while you will meet new people and do new things that you will find interest in. Bigfoot is right. talk to someone even your family doctor. Them little yellow pills can help short term too, DAMHIK

[oldyam80sg]

What pill?Will take time to heal but feel like I'm running out of time.

[Bigfoot]

Call a buddy, friend, family member, whoever and have them come over. Sounds like you need someone to talk to and really shouldn't be alone if you are feeling like that.

[oldyam80sg]

No one around-tomorrow is another day.

[GARTHXS]

b-12!!

get a b-12 shot , I was having problems after my dad died and I went to the doc and he gave me one . It burned like a SOB but that will wake you up make you get your shoot in gear!!

[Elevener]

friggin bitc*es, life would be easier but more boring without them. Hell I moved to Texas to get away and she got me back then moved to alabama and she came to see me and now is up to the same old games. I feel ya, but you have more money to spend on your bike without them.

[Toolmaker Tim]

Been there,done that

I'm speaking from experence here, there is nothing that hurts more than depression. I was diagnosed with stress induced depression 8 years ago. The first thing you need to know is it isn't your fault and it is treatable. It's not a sign of weakness, it's a chemical inbalance in you body and is fixable. Get ahold of a friend, relative, clergy, a neighbor and explain you need someone to hang out until you can get to a doctor. Make an appointment and go to it. When you get treatment, and I hope you will, you won't believe how much better you will feel. All of the pain you are experencing will stop and things will be fun again. Please get some help. Trust me,its out there, all you have to do is get it.